Thursday, May 23, 2013
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
How to Do It
How to do it...
get your mind out of the gutter, I'm talking about being an online activist, you doorbell
There are many ways. And every bit helps, general conversation included. So I was minding my own business...
when it happened. And, yes, I suspected it would, but, understand I've already been through hell and I was trying to enjoy the rest of my life. The financial crash of 2008 hit and seemed to make everyone around me suddenly open their eyes, which I found semi-funny. People enjoy sleeping. I had so many problems during my whole life sleeping and staying asleep that now I was trying it out and actually having a few triumphs but was getting it interrupted now by others who were finally waking up and not liking it either. The conversations were hilarious.
So, I had already created this one youtube channel. The IT channel, for experimentation and mostly fun. But, then things got serious and I used the channel and created more channels to further serious conversation. I made lots of friends from strangers in strange lands. communicated with like minded people and caught up with old friends and tried to inform and educate close family and friends. Would you believe, it was harder to be on the same level with friends and family? It seemed those on my same mental level were thousands of miles away. Oh well.
http://www.youtube.com/user/Teezvid At the time, I also had a channel on Revver, but that got dumped because they went out of business and I was segregating my material between channels based on content, relevancy and colors and themes, so all these revver videos never made it back to the internet, because my life got disrupted and I couldn't get them back online. Besides the conversation had become much more serious now and I was following it more than trying to be part of it.
I had started my first blog in 2005, also experimental as I was watching the technology improve http://reckless-endangerment.blogspot.com/
I'm now lost in the shuffle of criminal and banking and business law attorneys with blogs with the same name. It would be hard for you to find me. But, at the time, I thought I was doing something novel and still wanted my privacy. So it was a creative writing experiment, mostly. I was learning to code, the hard way, by teaching myself at home from advice and examples from other peoples blogs. It was then I also discovered how much worth while information was out there in the blogesphere, which sadly no one around me seemed to be using. They were all still moving at a snails pace to the business as usual tune.
Instead of trying to detail every action I took, I will just list all the online material I can recall :
Youtube Channels
IT aka TEEZVID (music videos, tzm support, experimental video) has a blogger blog (see below)
Twig Snap Butt Crack, (reluctant, animated sex object, tzm support, ows support)had a long winded wordpress site and blog known as The Terrible TwigSnapButtCrack, no longer in existence, now just a blogger blog of stuff I could recover from the way back machine)
(Soundcloud channel)
(live ustream experimentation , link below)
DrQandtheGang aka The Pond or Jungle Boggie (live stream experimentation, pond creatures, animal life, tzm support)my current constant google profile as M Zero.
TZMArizona (tzm support, tvp support, recorded debates, skype interviews and promotions)
Zdancemobz, creative idea for Z Day event, (I got crazy one day with my small webcam, a webcam program called "webcammax" and recorded a bunch of promos for this idea, and had to create a new channel for it, even gave Twigsnap Buttcrack a feature there
BLOGS
TEEZ Video Travels (blog that goes with the IT channel)
Tucumcari Observer
Kingman Crazy Horse
You'vegottobekiddingme
Pajama Bandits
DanceMobz for Change
Mother Zero
Pond J. Boogie generally, I have many blogs on blogger because they are easy to post videos on and write for in a hurry and I can have as many titles as I want to spread awareness and education in many places, not just one. Being cripple does not mean that I have to be stationary or think stationary. On any day I can share as many videos as I want on all of my blogs if I want. I can link my blogs to other blogs or share them on facebook or twitter or tumbler or google, in as many ways as I like. But, so can you.
Live USTREAM
Jungle Boogie (live stream)or The Pond
Twig Snap Butt Crack Tick Talk Live
Scripts
Lucretia's Cat
The Basket Case
Soundcloud Channel
TwigSnapButtCrack Latest sounds by Twigsnapbuttcrack
There are many ways. And every bit helps, general conversation included. So I was minding my own business...
when it happened. And, yes, I suspected it would, but, understand I've already been through hell and I was trying to enjoy the rest of my life. The financial crash of 2008 hit and seemed to make everyone around me suddenly open their eyes, which I found semi-funny. People enjoy sleeping. I had so many problems during my whole life sleeping and staying asleep that now I was trying it out and actually having a few triumphs but was getting it interrupted now by others who were finally waking up and not liking it either. The conversations were hilarious.
So, I had already created this one youtube channel. The IT channel, for experimentation and mostly fun. But, then things got serious and I used the channel and created more channels to further serious conversation. I made lots of friends from strangers in strange lands. communicated with like minded people and caught up with old friends and tried to inform and educate close family and friends. Would you believe, it was harder to be on the same level with friends and family? It seemed those on my same mental level were thousands of miles away. Oh well.
http://www.youtube.com/user/Teezvid At the time, I also had a channel on Revver, but that got dumped because they went out of business and I was segregating my material between channels based on content, relevancy and colors and themes, so all these revver videos never made it back to the internet, because my life got disrupted and I couldn't get them back online. Besides the conversation had become much more serious now and I was following it more than trying to be part of it.
I had started my first blog in 2005, also experimental as I was watching the technology improve http://reckless-endangerment.blogspot.com/
I'm now lost in the shuffle of criminal and banking and business law attorneys with blogs with the same name. It would be hard for you to find me. But, at the time, I thought I was doing something novel and still wanted my privacy. So it was a creative writing experiment, mostly. I was learning to code, the hard way, by teaching myself at home from advice and examples from other peoples blogs. It was then I also discovered how much worth while information was out there in the blogesphere, which sadly no one around me seemed to be using. They were all still moving at a snails pace to the business as usual tune.
Instead of trying to detail every action I took, I will just list all the online material I can recall :
Youtube Channels
IT aka TEEZVID (music videos, tzm support, experimental video) has a blogger blog (see below)
Twig Snap Butt Crack, (reluctant, animated sex object, tzm support, ows support)had a long winded wordpress site and blog known as The Terrible TwigSnapButtCrack, no longer in existence, now just a blogger blog of stuff I could recover from the way back machine)
(Soundcloud channel)
(live ustream experimentation , link below)
DrQandtheGang aka The Pond or Jungle Boggie (live stream experimentation, pond creatures, animal life, tzm support)my current constant google profile as M Zero.
TZMArizona (tzm support, tvp support, recorded debates, skype interviews and promotions)
Zdancemobz, creative idea for Z Day event, (I got crazy one day with my small webcam, a webcam program called "webcammax" and recorded a bunch of promos for this idea, and had to create a new channel for it, even gave Twigsnap Buttcrack a feature there
BLOGS
TEEZ Video Travels (blog that goes with the IT channel)
Tucumcari Observer
Kingman Crazy Horse
You'vegottobekiddingme
Pajama Bandits
DanceMobz for Change
Mother Zero
Pond J. Boogie generally, I have many blogs on blogger because they are easy to post videos on and write for in a hurry and I can have as many titles as I want to spread awareness and education in many places, not just one. Being cripple does not mean that I have to be stationary or think stationary. On any day I can share as many videos as I want on all of my blogs if I want. I can link my blogs to other blogs or share them on facebook or twitter or tumbler or google, in as many ways as I like. But, so can you.
Live USTREAM
Jungle Boogie (live stream)or The Pond
Twig Snap Butt Crack Tick Talk Live
Scripts
Lucretia's Cat
The Basket Case
Soundcloud Channel
TwigSnapButtCrack Latest sounds by Twigsnapbuttcrack
Friday, May 10, 2013
Tool - Right in Two w/ Carl Sagan
Where do you think you're going? You really think you're going anywhere? Hmm? Do you realize how tiny you really are in this seemingly never ending universe? You think you're that special do ya?
Thursday, May 9, 2013
Thursday, May 2, 2013
A Crack in The Ice
Something is haunting me today like never before. Something my mother use to say, "I'll never have anything nice with you kids around."
Let that sink in. Deeper. It hurts. Because all that other crap is gone. I try to look past the hurtful way of this culture and for many years I think I did, but eventually it cannot be ignored. People worship things. I came from corrupted souls that put out mixed messages and now I deal with the blatant incorrectness of it all. No wonder everything is left in bits and pieces.
I am expecting some very important guests today and I am trying to make everything look nice or appear well managed and I guess I got a reminder of that horrid thing my mother use to say when my dog left a mark on my bedding and I got all flustered. As I began wiping and trying to get the stain out, I realized that I should be more concerned about my dog than that stupid piece of bedding. For I did make several moves to keep her and cherish our relationship of over seven years. The bedding can be replaced.
I'm sure my mother didn't really mean that she would rather have a well polished, old English style coffee table than her own children, but sometimes I wonder. I know she loved us, but it was a rather thoughtless thing to say and I wonder if I had said similar things to my own child. I probably did worse and I would really like to forgive myself but nature is only going to allow that on it's own terms.
If I had had a logical thinking mind at the time, I might have turned to her and said, "We are the nice things Mom, remember?"
Let that sink in. Deeper. It hurts. Because all that other crap is gone. I try to look past the hurtful way of this culture and for many years I think I did, but eventually it cannot be ignored. People worship things. I came from corrupted souls that put out mixed messages and now I deal with the blatant incorrectness of it all. No wonder everything is left in bits and pieces.
I am expecting some very important guests today and I am trying to make everything look nice or appear well managed and I guess I got a reminder of that horrid thing my mother use to say when my dog left a mark on my bedding and I got all flustered. As I began wiping and trying to get the stain out, I realized that I should be more concerned about my dog than that stupid piece of bedding. For I did make several moves to keep her and cherish our relationship of over seven years. The bedding can be replaced.
I'm sure my mother didn't really mean that she would rather have a well polished, old English style coffee table than her own children, but sometimes I wonder. I know she loved us, but it was a rather thoughtless thing to say and I wonder if I had said similar things to my own child. I probably did worse and I would really like to forgive myself but nature is only going to allow that on it's own terms.
If I had had a logical thinking mind at the time, I might have turned to her and said, "We are the nice things Mom, remember?"
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